Randomness After Midnight
Taking the lyrics for the song, “If You Only Knew” by Shinedown:
It’s 4.03 and I can’t sleep,
Without you next to me,
I toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight,
Bring me back to life,
Breath your breathe in me,
The only thing that I still believe in is you,
If you only knew.
So, I took some time to organize my photo album and I came across my quotation album. It’s basically an album where I combine quotes with the photos I take. Among the photos, there are some which contain the words of my heart. Soon, I stumbled upon this.
A smile creased across my face and a tear rolled down my cheek. I can’t believe it took me 3 years to realize what I actually wanted in life. I can’t believe it took me 3 years to tell you what my heart felt. It feels rather awkward that a person who disappeared for 3 years suddenly reappears in your life.
Whatever I was thinking I will never know. To have the nerve to walk up to the girl I love and tell her what my heart felt after walking away many years back. There is no reason you should love me let alone hate me for what I have done. I remember bracing myself for the worst. To be told that I was too late, too useless, too ignorant to have you in my life.
I still remember the shock on my face when you told me that you love me too. Perhaps that’s how life works. For all hardships that occur along the way, there will always be a silver lining which will appear. I guess that silver lining is you. I remembered the first time you told me you had a crush on me. Back then, we were both still high school students.
Today, I am finally 21. You are off to college. But distance will never be an issue. Cause to me, you are right next to me. Really miss you so much and I hope to see you soon. Remember to always pay attention in class and study smart. I will be by your side all the way.
Before I end, here’s a little photo I found on the internet.
Take good care of yourself. Love you always, my dearest Melibee^^